果果~~糖

　　今天下午要拍些照片，所以中午就开始臭美，想把头发弄蓬松一些，卷发棒当然是首选，我把卷发棒插上加热，然后趁着空挡换衣服，因为天热，我只换了上衣，心想再把裙子穿上就好了，然后我往床上一坐，就在那一霎那惨叫一声跳了起来，没错，我坐在了加热了的卷发棒上。大家都知道卷发棒是拿来干什么使的，要把头发弄卷，那个温度可不是一般高。我真是个强悍的女人，在大妈的药箱里拿了点烫伤的药膏抹上，然后继续把头发弄了，化妆，然后下午拍了一下午，几乎都忘了这个事情，甚至我中途回了趟宿舍换衣服，都没看一眼伤口。其实确实不怎么疼，但是等我七点回到宿舍，裤子脱了才发觉事情的严重。因为坐的是卷发棒，被烫着的地方是很规则的矩形加一个三角形（卷发棒头是锥形的），之所以把形状看得那么清楚因为被烫的皮已经完全变成了紫黑色，还有些小水泡，而且面积挺大，大概得有15厘米长，2厘米宽，看起来怪吓人。因为伤口是在某些我看不着的地方，我试着拿相机拍，拍了好几张都不很成功，还是看不清，后来想到拿镜子看，总算看得清楚了一些，拍了下来。给妈妈打了电话，因为我实在不知道怎么处理好，然后把照片发了过去，妈妈说要吃消炎药，还有不能碰水，我的神啊，这大热天的还不让洗澡。宿舍只有我一个在，后来隔壁宿舍的两个人回来了，过来看见了，吓着了。确实是个很狰狞的伤口，真怕以后留下疤，虽然那地方平时别人都看不到，还是觉得不舒服。这个夏天估计就这样跟热裤和短裙告别了。我自己看不到伤口，隔壁的同学过来给我上了药，感动呀~
　　其实真的不疼，只是弄伤了之后这段时间生活会不方便，我坐着躺着或者穿裤子都会碰着伤口，也不能碰水，还有就是怕留疤。所以说啊，以后没事别瞎臭美，臭美也要当心，也别用违规电器，不然会遭报应的！！
　　明天还要去场馆，我还不知道明天要怎么穿裤子怎么坐椅子呢。可怜的我啊。

Finally ,I have just finish the last period of the 10th season of FRIENDS.I have never watched such a long TV play before.Actually I am a person who doesn't care too much about entertainment.So when my friends have finished FRIENDS for two or even more times,I have only finished my first time.(Anyway I'm not going to enjoy it once more,it's really too long for me.)FRIENDS is more than a comedy.What it tells are all about true feelings about life.I cried when I was watching it for several times although it's a comedy,when Monica proposed to Chandler,when Pheebe married Mike in the beautiful field of snow,when Rachel decided to leave for Paris,her words and hugs with Ross.It may sounds a little weired that all I cried for is their love,but my tears burst out when they finally got the one.
I don't know why I cried,it's not that moved.Maybe I just cried for myself.I started watching it almost after I became available again.I have a strong desire of love ,true love.I do wish there's someone there for me,who really cares about me and I care about him.I tried so hard to look for that guy.I met someone ,dated with someone,had feeling for someone,but it turned out that my efforts are all in vain.Most guys told me it mattered to them I'm travelling abroad.There's someone who seems nice and perfect and doesn't care about my overseas study,but hurt me even worse.I don't blame them.People should think of themselves first.Am I trying too hard?I think so.I think I should stop such kind of stupid actions,I should stop hunting,I should keep waiting.
Rachel got a new job in Paris,Ross finally did his best to stop her flying there.That was so impressed.I have to admit I am jealous about those who have their mates.I hope there's gonna be someone who feels upset about my leaving for Germany and wishes me could stay.But no one.All I receive is regular wishes.I am so sorry about myself,as a 21-year-old lady,it's such a big failure.
My 21th birthday is coming.I used to imagine time after time how this birthday would be like.I wish there would be surprises here and there.I hope I could be surrounded by my sweethearts and a young man ,singing and talking.
Am I asking for too much?
Why am I so sad?I thought I would become better after I start my volunteer work.Now I go to the fantastic basketball gymnasium almost everyday.My days are filled with training and working.But I still have the time to be sad.
I don't know what I am writing about,if there is someone  reads it,forget it.

　　大哭了一场，一些不详的预感成了现实。只有一个人在宿舍，完全可以不用压抑地哭出声音。总以为自己是经历过不少事的，相对自己年纪来说够成熟够世故的女人，结果还是犯了傻了。

　　昨天是农历生日，去找表哥吃饭了，和嫂子一起，表姐让他给我买了一盒巧克力，说我没有男朋友，他们要代送。三个人一起吃的酸汤鱼，表哥在我很小的时候就出来上学，不是很亲，但是这会确是我最近的亲人了。晚上回来抱着巧克力的盒子，吃了好几块，谁说吃巧克力能让人心情变好的？

　　这个地方每天的访问量都是０，真是个安全的地方。

　　我把巧克力的盒子放在了枕头边，可怜的孩子，我还能相信什么？